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Driving Just To Drive

by matt maltese

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1.
Mother 03:13
I don’t wanna make a big scene I just need a moment lying on this street If your lungs stop you die If you lose love that’s life What a blue sky All my friends they miss you a lot I know your father probably hates my guts When a lover cuts ties Other people get caught in the crossfire And yesterday I told my Mother You’ll learn to love again I know she was the daughter You never had and I know sometimes you might miss her But I know the years can heal and if there is another Maybe you’ll love them in the same way you loved her Tuesday with your wet hair in curls Wearing pyjamas in the outside world Couldn’t look in your eyes Then you got in your car and started to drive And yesterday I told my Mother You’ll learn to love again I know she was the daughter You never had and I know sometimes you might miss her But I know the years can heal and if there is another Maybe you’ll love them in the same way you loved her And tomorrow I’ll say Mother You’ll learn to love again I know you wanna write her You never thought you’d grow a blood bond to another you didn’t birth but that’s the joy of human nature Some people stumble into your heart for all time
2.
Got a life ahead Gotta chime on through Got a life ahead And I hope it’s with you I know it ain’t so simple But I’d do anything that I could To make you happy again Don’t know much but I do Know this, I need to make it easy again Seems like only last year You were teaching Life can fill you with fear But it ain’t just suffering And now irony would have it That I teach it back to you When the tv laughs I look at you That’s our thing You’re a passionate man And I’ll always look up to you It’s not so plain and simple But I’d do anything that I could To make you happy again Don’t know much but I do Know this, I need to make it easy again Seems like only last year You were teaching me Life can fill you with fear But it ain’t just suffering And now irony would have it There’s a different dynamic Looks like irony would have it That I teach it back to you
3.
Florence 03:38
I saw Florence sing tonight Her earrings hanging in the light Days before that old July I saw a silence in her eyes And I know heaven’s here tonight I know heaven’s here tonight, I know She graced the stage with sweet arrest And paused to smoke her cigarettes Sang of love and she sang of friends She sang of how the winter ends And I know heaven’s here tonight I know heaven’s here tonight, I know She looks at you straight in the eye And with a warm and wise goodbye Said oh you’d have to be a man to know I’ve seen them laugh and I've seen them cry But I still can't figure out this life Oh I’d have to be a man to know Her voice it pulls and runs tonight Reminds of a love once mine Those dumb and sweet untampered nights Drinking all your parents wine And I would take off all her clothes I would take off all her clothes again Florence sings I escape a while From feeling lost and broken wide Funny how you think you find The answers no one ever finds Guess I am just a fickle child I’m just a fickle child still She looks at you straight in the eye And with a warm and wise goodbye Said oh you’d have to be a man to know I’ve seen them bleed and I've seen them smile But I still can't figure out this life Oh I’d have to be a man to know Oh she looks at you straight in the eye And with a warm and wise goodbye Says oh you'd have to be a man to know Dream all you want of a simpler time But I still can’t figure out this life And oh you’d have to be a man to know I saw Florence sing tonight Her earrings hanging in the light Days before that old July I saw a silence in her eyes And I know heaven’s here tonight I know heaven’s here tonight, I know
4.
Mortician 03:04
Your life makes mine look like a real farce I don’t blame you for despising my job You said that men like me can’t make their mind up I think you’re wrong but I can’t decide And when we went swimming They made us sign a form In case we died When I look back I won’t wallow I’ve done that shit before and it don’t sit right You always had the knack to laugh in sorrow And even a mortician sees the funny side So do I You have it in for all Americans You don’t like when I use their words for things But that’s the joy of being half-Canadian You get the worst of both worlds it’s the best And I when had the jab You interlocked our hands In case I passed out When I look back I won’t wallow I’ll do my best to not romanticise And every bird above is not a sparrow And even a mortician sees the funny side So do I
5.
Museum 03:35
There’s the school that you joined at 5 The hospital where you came to life Cemetery park where your friend’s friend died The metal bench by the riverside Where you were touched for the very first time She felt your stomach you reclined There’s the station where you made your mind up You were gonna move away But you’ll never escape Yes, you might change But the people you were stay the same Artifacts of the future T-shirts worn by your first love And the ghosts of your past walk around and say hi In the museum of your Life’s a bitch and a wonder Take a look in the mirror All the ghosts of your past touch your shoulder sometimes In the museum of your life Tribute bands at the social club Muscle guys all they want is to pull Recipes on the kitchen counter Written by the ones now stuck 6 feet under And time to time to time They visit me on the bus Artefacts of the future T-shirts worn by your first love And the ghosts of your past walk around and say hi In the museum of your Life’s a bitch and a wonder Take a look in the mirror All the ghosts of your past touch your shoulder and smile In the museum of your life Yes you might change but the people you were Won’t ever change, they're the people you were Once upon a day yeah the people you were Pop the champagne for the people you were
6.
Widows 03:48
Armageddon has resumed Rip your clothes off in my room Like there’s no fucking tomorrow I put myself inside of you And use my hands when you tell me to Like there’s no fucking tomorrow Can't keep up with the money going round Lining pockets of the killers and the crown I know they knocked Diana My Ford Focus gonna need a little power If I write a big song I’ll fly around I’m not an angel either And pull your blinds up Watch the sky fall Catch the birds funeral song And your neighbour waves through the window and smiles We’re all trying To brave the times Like widows of a world gone by Melt away Antarctica While we lay back on the floor Posing with your childhood medals We all care about the ones we choose And guess what with me that’s you I’d be hung and drawn and quartered for you Can't keep up when your money’s worth less Print a trillion and it’s anyone’s guess Where all the extra ends up My love you know I think you look best Any fucking way you wanna fucking dress We’re born on earth and then what Just pull your blinds up Watch the sky fall Catch the birds funeral song And your neighbour waves through the window and smiles We’re all trying To brave the times Just widows of a world gone by Pull your blinds up Watch the dark fall Catch the bird’s early song And your neighbour walks to the office on time We’re all trying trying to brave the times All widows in the morning light
7.
Blindside, you look over My life, your controller I hide, great pretender Why try, never tell her Anyway you look at it it’s true I’m a coward when it comes to you I was hoping you could see it too I’m a coward when it comes to you It’s the silent way that you call my name When your eyes meet mine I know I probably make a face Do you notice when I notice? I’m no good at keeping my composure Anyway you look at it it’s true I’m a coward when it comes to you I was hoping you could see it too I’m a coward when it comes to you Anyway you look at it it’s true Such a coward when I’m next to you I was hoping you could see it too I’m a coward when it comes to you
8.
Walking back without a song I hear the cars, I smell the exhaust Playing in the park when I was four I can't remember anymore When it rains it doesn’t pour It just trickles dawn to dawn A big bad shadow on the trees The smell of cattle in the breeze And maybe I’ll go driving just to drive Maybe I’ll go riding just to ride Maybe it meant nothing When I threw another coin in the fountain at the mall Piece by piece, door to door Everything I learn, I forget four I used to drop the windows down In case you ever returned home And maybe I went driving just to drive Maybe I went fighting just to fight Maybe it meant nothing When I threw another coin in the fountain at the mall
9.
I walk under weathered skies I smile at the other smiles I hear someone outside I guess it’s time I stand in the kitchen light Wash pans and enjoy my life Someone calls my mobile I guess it’s time Hello black dog It’s been a while I know that face I know those eyes I changed my address And blocked you online But you’ve found me in the dark And kept me from the light I run in the morning light I spend all day replying I wake in the heart of night And hear it’s sigh Hello black dog It’s been a while I know that face I know those eyes I changed my address And blocked you online But you’ve found me in the dark And kept me from the light and Hello black dog I’ve been expecting your kind Go check the fridge for something you like And stay for the night You can sleep by my side Then it’s goodbye black dog, til next time
10.
Maybe I’m just bones In hell-bound motion Enema infestation, Waiting for a vision Sometimes I wish you’d throw a leash round my neck and dig me in To the middle of the garden Sometimes I swish around the green mouthwash And try to think Of a good enough reason One two three One two three forget the shrinking coral reef and The sad fact that incels breed Lay back beside your perfect dreams Yeah life’s better when you Suspend your disbelief In the whole of my chest I feel something And I pulled all my muscles When I was exercising And a boat fills up the things I need And travels half the world Cause I like Italian When I close the light before I leave I obsess when I’m at work That maybe I left them all on My number starts with four forget the shrinking coral reef and The sad fact that incels breed Lay back beside your perfect dreams Yeah life’s better when you Suspend your disbelief Relax on your pillow and imagine something different
11.
We break apart and join the rain Politics, the bus, the pain Walk the same old planet, but our world’s new The falling part was fun and games Then it turned to tooth and nails A song I hear when I was young don’t ring true And I’m not the first to know Love isn’t a choice Isn’t a way you decide It deafens and blinds and Pulls you into the void And it ain’t enough by design I learnt this with time, that Love isn’t a choice, but leaving is Wake alone in empty baths Anything to pass the past Run around this park 6 times and miss you Swear I’m fine yet I replay All the laughs that wedding day Got more compliments than the bride and groom And I’m just the last to know Love isn’t a choice Isn’t a way you decide It deafens and blinds and Pulls you into the void and It ain’t enough by design I learnt this with time, that Love isn’t a choice Oh love isn’t a choice But leaving is

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I thought a lot back to being younger and how much more I used to do things just to do them. Playing on a playground as a kid or just going for a drive and listening to music in the car. I used to love stuff with no sense of an outcome, with no sense of self-imposed necessity. I think it’s important to have some of that in our lives.

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released April 28, 2023

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